The expectations have not been fulfilled, the desires beneath my heart have not been satisfied. God is the king of this universe. He kept me as His tenant. He punishes if the taxes are not paid and never listens to any excuse. I hold a hope on those feet that I would fulfill my desires by worshipping them. But my fate betrayed and has given me these strugglings of living. I have been caught by misfortune and I made mistakes while performing the core commitments. Lalon says, for this reason don't leave me, my lord.