🖤FreakShow🖤

Watching ma destruction 

May be U live in a magical pride

While I find ma life is haked I stop screaming 

All ma darknesses n shames 

All ma struggles n lamenesses

All ma fevers n deaths

U grabbed in Ur eyes alive

I know I m a mess

A stupid n useless trash

But still 

Can U give me a reason to love U still

Can U give me a reason not to hate U still

In a virtual super shop ma soul n ma dreams r sold by n by

In a level of abstruction ma beliefs n ma inspiration r drawn through n through 

In a core of humiliation ma secrets n ma deepest emotions r slipped deeper n deeper 

I know I m a lier

A gross being without a fire

But still

Can U give me a reason to love U still

Can U give me a reason not to hate U still

I chase smokes naked n I ride on devils 

I act like a whore n I sell ma desires

I lost ma sanity n eternity 

Did earned curses from trinity  

In a deadly chamber I do live in a freak show

I dont regret a thing though 

But I wonder still

Can U give me a reason to love U still

Can U give me a reason not to hate U still

I been always a great performer

Born to bring a GOD in a show as a show's topper

Baby I cant erase U from my thoughts n loneliness 

Yeah U r always here

Its been always me giving a meaningless reason for love still

Hold on few more ma Babe

I m on ma plan for the ultimate MASTERPIECE for U 🖤