Beyond this Human Life

Take it all off
Come alive n open ur mind
I need u to listen to me carefully
Before I die
I m a human
With
skin n bones
Flashes n blood
Organs
Hormones
Desires
Money
I feel hungry too
I feel sad happy angry joyful disappointed blank many more
I travel through the time in my brain
I know all of these are physiological
I can remember
I looked at ur eyes
I heard ur words
I felt love
I was winged with ur verses
I felt beautiful
Again
I can remember
I looked at ur eyes
I heard ur tones
I felt small
I struggled with ur silences
I felt unwanted
Nevertheless
I watched u from a distance
Distance of thousand miles
A mountain of millions of small things in between
But I watched u through n through
I lived my life this side
A human life desired ever
Skin n bones
Flashes n blood
Organs
Hormones
Desires
Money
Listen to me carefully
Before I die
May be we r not gonna meet on the other side
Coz I don't wanna hv a human life again
It was a treasure meeting u here
I learnt to love
I learnt to be alone
It squized me to the end but
It was wonderful
U don't need to say anything or to hold my hand
Now u can go
I know u hv work to do mission to accomplish
I will not be watching u anymore
My soul will not chase after any human ever
I wish to become a grass plant or a bird or an ant whatever but human
My life will be allured with the nature only
I wanna grow within the core of this Earth
My life will be rythmed with its wind n water
The sunlight will make me feel beautiful
May be I will live for a while
I will die again
N I will born immensely to enormous deaths
But my life will be valorous n boundless
I don't want a human life ever again
Skin n bones
Flashes n blood
Organs
Hormones

Desires
Money
I don't need these.